BC is having a heart stent done next week. i am not thrilled. for the first few days i was strong. i thought ok we did this last month and it was all ok so i will be ok. Rewind to two nights ago...i am out with and amazing soul who does body work. We were connecting over greek fries and the idea came into my head that i needed to get BC in for her to give him a massage. i have not had a chance to experience her work yet but i thought ya know i love her, love her life, why not. Edi girl, as i like to call her. has this spirit about her that is just loveable and open...there is such an accepting heart about her that is amazing . there is no pretense or facade, what you see is what you get. so after our dinner we set the appointment for last night. and i tell BC the plans and he is inquisitive and ready. and the funny thing is he is thinking that i am going to get one too and i am like no babe this one is all for you (though i could really use one)...so all of this brings us to last night..
we get to the house and Edi girl has the music going ... i love it...everything is so calm...dimly lit...simply peaceful... BC gets comfortable and the music gets switched to a calmer more melodic tone...i pull out my sketch pad and start drawing. Edi starts in on Bruce...there is light conversation a little bit of laughter and i glance up now and again to see the working of her hands. And that is where it begins.. it is more than that...it is more than hands...it is soul...and at some points she was using her whole body...it was like watching a beautiful dance unfold. The energy was amazing...Edi girls look of concentration and care was amazing. And I watched my husband there on the table...and that was tender...sweet...poignant...a few times I looked up and she and I would smile and a tear would fall because we both understood with out words the love and tenderness of what was going on...The most peaceful part was where she placed a chair at his head and simply lifted up his neck and held his head...the grace and energy...swelling, rising, healing, calming...and then the other image was where she paused for the longest time with two hands over his heart and simply stayed there...my heart his heart her heart...i was so privileged to watch her work...and after we were done i gave her the drawing...my first to someone outside of my family... BC came out of there calmer and more centered...and i knew that for what was done i did it because of love...and that Edi girl too did it because of love...
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